Revlon's view of the past. On a frigid winter day a look across the Hudson towards New Jersey.
More time went by as Revlon got deeper and deeper into the often dangerous world of New York City's club scene. He continued to work part time at the Carousel and I'm sure he had no way of knowing that the scene that he was entrenched in would one day be the reason for him leaving New York City forever. I never made it to any of the infamous venues that Revlon worked, despite getting on the guest list every night thanks to him. I was also a nocturnal creature but far more secretive and much more into quiet, intimate scandalous affairs as opposed to Revlon's huge glittering and highly promoted spectacles. Revlon himself remained an enigma and very closed mouth about his over the top night-life.
I did not fit in with his new crowd... nor did I want to. He was soon associating with the kind of characters that could throw shade in a padlocked, window-less basement in the middle of a moonless winter night. The boy from Journal Square was soon spinning out of control. Revlon would leave the Carousel ducking out of the back door with an extra large Styrofoam container filled with ice and Burgundy wine, Vantage menthol lights and head off for parts unknown. This is when I started to feel him detaching from everyone around him.
I would often swing by his basement flat at all hours and scratch on the window. We would have drinks, talk and go for walks. It was after three trips by his nest that I noticed a weird stillness to his place. It wasn't that he just didn't respond to visitors, it was the feeling that he was not there anymore. It turned out that Revlon had indeed moved out in a hurry after witnessing a series of horrific events in the club scene. He had fallen into a situation where he was "involved" without really being involved in some frightening going-ons.
The college boy with admirable medical and scientific knowledge was now on the lam. Rumours flew but were also very hush-hush as no one wanted to be a part of whatever had transpired. I would mention his name to former acquaintances who would only give me a startled look and just walk away.
You have to understand that I was very fond of him and felt a kindredness that was rare in the city at that time. Everyone else was on their own cosmic trip, their own fantasy Island. Being around Revlon was like co-starring in the classic film "Slaves of New York" meets "Diner"... everything could and did happen. I remember now his expertise on the dance floor and his love of free style classics like "I'm Hooked on You" and "Full Circle". He could turn it out anywhere, even on the sidewalk. Yet, there was a very quiet, dark and private side to him that he never showed to another soul. We had many connections despite the fact that he was a city boy and I was a hayseed from the mountains. We had similar tragic family lives and missing Fathers. This was all being left in the dust now as Revlon was definitely being driven to drastic measures and being driven out of New York City by dangerous characters.
The last message that I left on his answering machine was a series of x- rated nursery rhymes (I was famous for them), but for the first time in our personal history, there were no typical dry, witty replies from my friend Mr R. He then seemed to cut everyone from his past off with the precision of a surgical knife. He was now just a phantom, an elusive shadow, a ghost.
I heard sometime later that he landed deep in the heart of Texas for awhile, working in the medical field while getting his certificate in Taxidermy.
I then heard nothing for years until an acquaintance told me that Revlon was in town for a day before taking off to Greenland to work as a government taxidermist who would preserve the wildlife of the tundra like Musk Oxen, Puffins and Weasels, way up there above the Arctic circle. Revlon did set foot in Nuuk only to vanish into thin air never to be seen again. The only thing more mysterious than his disappearance in Greenland are the real reasons why he felt compelled to flee New York and then the United States. One thing for sure is that no one is talking... especially not Revlon's Ghost.
Revlon disappeared Winter of 1999 only to resurface in 2003 before vanishing forever... Last seen... Nuuk, Greenland
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